Unseen Love

Everyday i see your face in the hallway

yet i look down,

ashamed to conveyany feelings,

to you from me

because you are all that i see

my heart beats faster at every second's end

as i pace the hall, not wanting to pretend

that i see you, but wanting to look away

to gaze into your eyes in such a way

to think that someday all you'll do

is search for me,

the way I search for you

because i go out of my way

hundreds of times every single day

on the off chance i could see you there

you smile even if you're not fully here

you always wave at me to let me know

that everyday as you come and go

you can spend five seconds on me

just so that I can be happy

when i'm around you my stomach goes crazy

when i look at, my breathing gets hazy

As i fall asleep, all i can see is you

someday, i hope all you can see is me, too

i want to be near you at all cost

but in a battle of love and war i have lost

soon you'll be gone, away from here

and all i'll want is to be with you, to be near

when asked how you are, about your day

the only answer i ever recieve is okay

which can only make me feel bad

because i'd never want you to be mad

if you asked i would do anything to grace

if it would put a smile on your face

your colors are dark but i see a light

when i'm with you, i climb to a new height

you make me happy, everytime i see you

and when you see me, i see you smile too

a sense of relief washes over my when i find

you there, seemingly looking for me,

soft and kind

when your tired,

all i can be is a comforting shoulder

hoping all your thinking is

'i want to hold her'

with conversation always kidding and thoughtful

everything i tell you will always be heartful

what would i do without you and your smile

everyday just to see it i'd walk a mile

i may resist hugs somedays for fear

of never being able to let go here

forgetting to breathe in your presence

isn't uncommon, life's about you in a sence

right now, as i close my eyes

all i see is you, and it's no suprise

i don't know why boys make me feel

funny, all i know is i love you like steal

even though i can't, i do, a thousand times over

for now and forever, untill my life is over.

Every second of everyday
You're the one in everyway
You're the one when i close my eyes
The one that i see everyday and everynight
And eveytime the stars shine bright
Every time that my thoughts turn grey
Youre the one i see in every way
You're the one when my eyes cry out
You the on that i think about
Every action in my life
Brings me to greif without your life
So save me now from all my despair
And say you'll always be with me here

[Written around Nov. 10]

[Written about Nathaniel]

[Used for Speech Contest last year]