11.10.09

Goodnight and Goodbye

There once was a girl of fifteen
She was small, petite, and serene
One night as she sat alone at home
She cried as she wrote down this poem
"I loved this boy with all my heart,
When he was sad my heart fell apart
He was my whole life, in a sense
And days without him take endurance
But then he went away
On that fateful day
And left me alone and defenseless
And all I did was have love for him, no less
But he said to me on that fateful day
I've never loved you, no how, no way
So I ripped up the love notes
Then I tore all the mementoes
Leaving nothing left for me
But the one I use to be
For if loving you was insane
Then my mind will never be the same"
And as the girl of fifteen wrote
The words that will never stay afloat
She knew in her heart it was too good to be true
She knew from that start it would all end with you
She told him don't wait
And not to hesitate
To never be late
And to always say it's fate
But he didn't listen
He had no mission
"So I won't shed a tear"
She said with no fear
For life's just begun
It must go on
As she dried her last tear
She looked in the mirror
To see a small face that she did not recognize
Only wanting to hide and not to scrutinize
Wishing only to look in your eyes
So I can see that everything is a lie
That you're still here for me
And that you, too, can see
That together we have a world available
To us if we choose to let it be obtainable
But you tore it apart
And now, I have a broken heart
I hope you're glad
Because now I'm mad
Goodnight and goodbye
Enjoy getting high-I'm off to go die.
[Old Poem again.]
[I was really mad]
[Mainly at Nathaniel]

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