Today is the Day.

Today is the day I’m letting you know
Today is the day I’m letting my feelings show
You know you’re important to me
You know you’re the only one I see
And yet I feel ashamed by my delay
For I have not let my feelings convey
To you, even though I know I should all the time
And now I feel as though I‘ve committed the crime
But today is the day I’m not going to fear
For today is the day I’m not going to let go here
Because you know how I feel inside
Yet I can’t tell you because of my pride
So now I want you to know
All about my life and how you can’t go
If you were to leave me here alone
I would still continuously check my phone
Just incase you changed your mind
Even though I know what I’d find
A blank screen with no new movement
And slowly I’d lose my mind just to prove it
So now you see why you must stay here
Because I’ll forever need you near
My hand will become cold and lonely
And my nose with twinge for your scent only
Tomorrow you may leave me which would find
Myself to be deaf and blind
And yet I will long to be there
To stand at your locker forever
Or to color Carebears with a rainbow
A rainbow you may not know
But that doesn’t matter to me at all
For I’ll take you just the way you are
The person I fell for one night
Though it was Friday the 13, I saw your light
You were there for me and on that day
And now, just to keep you I’d get on my knees and pray
Because today is the day you will learn
Today is the day your old memories will burn
I see you and you see me
What more could we ask for possibly?
Life itself is just a big game
But now that I have you I feel like fame
I still can’t believe you like me
Despite what others may see
When I’m with you I’m as happy as can be
So why do they try to take you from me?
You’re not a bad person today
Yet they want to take you away
So can you promise me you’ll always be with me?
Can you guarantee you’ll only set me free
On the day you no longer have a need
For me, or no longer a need for speed
For I make a vow to you
to help you until you’re through
With needing me, with wanting me forever
Though I promise my love is not a lever
Yet I will stop when you do
And that promise I will hold true
So today is the day you wound out how I live
Today is the day I let my feelings give
You and answer to an unasked question
So I’ll be here, needing your protection
Until the day when we part our ways alone
Which will be the day I will return home

[Written around march 25]

[Written about AJZ]